today is not my day!
haix..i thought i can go sch hyper then in the end,sad..
was very sad..and i cried for a while in the toilet and only stacy know im crying :'(

ok things goes like this:
went to sch around 11am,meet waikay and saw stacy..
and she gave me christmas present! hahah its a keychain-baby pooh! so cute! thx ya!((:
so we went to concourse to chat..
then stacy and i go back concourse to chat about BGR..
then stacy told me something which i cannot say it here nor i will not tell other people (:
i was soooo sad and i totally went blur when i heard about it..
and its spoil my mood!
i dont know is it true anot..
i dont know what to say and what to do already..
so stacy called him,and stacy told me that he said is not true..
but i dont know who to believe! maybe i lost my confidence in trusting you
hmmm still got alots of things that i dont wish to say it here..

around 2pm,practise started..
i cannot concentrate!
but thanks god,i manage to remember the steps all that..
then 4plus went home..

around 5plus,went near my house the big fiel there to run!
running help me to destress by running fast and can help me build back my stamina
and i ran 10laps! the fiel is bigger then stadium! lol
and i realise that i dont felt breathless when i running long distance!!! yay!
that time was drizzly
and i dont care weather im still sick,headache,flu..
i dont give it a damn already!
i will continues running
after running,i felt much better..
tml gonna run again!