today was the first day of the chinese new year

and yet i dont have the feeling of the chinese new year mood):

i was quite rather sad about something :'(

and i cried last night D:

chinese new year shouldn't be sad instead of happy

but i can't hold my tears

eventually tears started to roll down my cheeks

this is the first time i cried during CNY!

and ya,i woke up at about 8plus

and btw,last night i slept at 2am :D

went to malaysia to visit relative after that went back home

as my family and relative they all played poker,

i at here using computer

and i got no mood to play poker

and i dont wan to spoil the mood

so ya.........

and today i collected about $170plus!

tmr will be even more! :DD